I have to. Otherwise, I'll start thinking stupid things like, Maybe I'm too damn old to be interested in art. Maybe I'm too damn old to care about stories on film, video, in books, media et al. Maybe I should get a second job and slave away to the American Dream.

Ain't that people in their 40s should be? Possibly. But it's a death trap and I don't want to plod toward that place. I miss writing scripts. I miss acting. I miss being around people who create. No matter how large or small the scope, I just miss it.

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